June 2009
last night, marissa & i went to see no doubt @ jones beach. it was my third time seeing them & my fourth time seeeeing gwen. we had soo much fun & gwen was absolutely amazing - as always. <3 i fucking love her.
“well, jesus christ - i’m not scared to die.
i’m a little bit scared of what...”
– Brand New
oh, how i have been neglecting you.
soooo it’s been about a week since i’ve been on here, just cause everything’s been completely chaotic. the dumbest thing is frustrating the fuuck out of me & it’s honestly driving me completely nuts. i think i’m beginning to really like you & i’m hoping you feel the same. not gonna lie - i actually kinda like the whole idea of us. i really need to think...
this is what living like this does.
i have let myself down, as i have let the people who mean the most to me down. i’m disappointed beyond belief & i need to start changing my ways before this state of mind becomes permanent. i have never been so selfish in my whole entire life; it really disgusts me. i wish i could conceal these mistakes - because what i’ve been acting like is not who i am.
“i want out of the labels. i don’t want my whole life crammed into a single...”
– Jeffree Star
we were doomed from the start, as lovers are. why...
i’m starting to think that this could possibly be the beginning of something actually worth it. C:
“it’s not that i believe everything happens for a reason; it’s just...”
– Sarah Dessen
“i hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone - but...”
– Hunter S. Thompson.
